
Dearest Dave,
INTEGRATION goes very deeply into my soul I have the feeling, it touches something really deeply. It made me cry, but also made me feel loved and it opened the way to the tears. So I’m sitting here with tears in my eyes, but it feels very freeing. Wow, thank you so so very much for this. I will listen to it over and over again, because it has something very special.
And also I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your words, which also touch me enormously.
We really had a very difficult year, or maybe longer than that even.
It was a time where there was a lot of grief, but also a lot of gratitude for everything we had together. And many other things. A lot of thinking also.
It takes time and it‘s a whole process.
Thank you so much for being open to me and telling me about your journey and your decision which I find just the right thing to do. It was a decision for you and for your health and wellbeing.
I have learnt over this year that I need more time for myself also. Where I just do what I feel like doing. And I want to get to a place where I allow myself a lot more of that. That I can stop functioning and start living more. Be in the moment more and not be in the future and in my thoughts too much.
Thank you so much for that idea of TM. I will definitily have a look into that.
By the way, my sister is a support, just as I am a support to her. We are feeling more or less the same and we both are struggling. But we support each other, just like we always did.
Love to you also dear David, and thank you so so much. You are an amazing person.